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Tonight, I got no work to do. I decided to stay here because I thought I would be in the mood to do any decent research or studying, but alas, a full stomach just made me feel really drowsy and lazy. With that, I thank the Lord for the full stomach. I’m just hoping that I can do better tomorrow and be more productive than I was today.

Right now, I am just sitting here and staring blankly at whatever’s in front of me. These people are really busy with all the stuff they’re working on, while I look at myself with such a pity for being a bummer and typing some stupid anecdote about nonsense and whatnot just to let the time pass.

A moment of solitude like this is something that I enjoy and something that I dread at the same time. I enjoy it because I get all the time to myself, which is something that I am very much used to. I was a loner back in college and nothing has changed until now, really. The best company for me is me! What’s better than having some time for yourself and just let those crazy and amazing thoughts roll. Who knows, I might conceive in here the technology that will save mankind from doom; I, however, never liked my chances.

On the other hand, I dread solitary moments; because for an optimist, I’m pretty pessimistic. Truth is, I don’t like how these thoughts roll inside my head sometimes, and I fear that these creepy little neurons would swipe back to the past that I don’t want revisited. No, please, no. I beg you. I don’t want to go back. I don’t want to remember how people came and went. I don’t want to see again how they closed their doors. I don’t want to remember how I had the chance but I blew it. I don’t want to recall how my heart was broken into a million pieces. I just want some time alone. Please leave me alone. Please.

See? See how these thoughts haunt me and make me want to just jump off a bridge. But of course, I come back to my senses and realize that past is past and bygones will be bygones. Still, there is a part of me that needs closure; an explanation of the purpose of these things. I thought that taking another step and leaving it all behind would fill those gaps, and that I’d live happily ever after. Then these memories come back to life, and just when I thought that they’d be gone for good, they’ll come bursting like party poppers set right to my face: “HELLO! HERE WE ARE AGAIN.”

#STAHP.

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The magnificence of #nature. Here are two fractal-like structures in one photo: the clouds and the coastline. I’m on vacation and I’m still being followed, nay, haunted by complex systems. =)) #nofilter (at Kalibo Aklan)

The magnificence of #nature. Here are two fractal-like structures in one photo: the clouds and the coastline. I’m on vacation and I’m still being followed, nay, haunted by complex systems. =)) #nofilter (at Kalibo Aklan)

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Day #100of100: #TBC.

TBC as in, “to be continued…” We used to have AVPs of our gatherings and get-togethers and there’s always that iconic hashtag TBC at the end. That’s the essence of true fellowship: there’s always a continuation, there’s always next time.

I offer the last day of this challenge to these guys. I want to acknowledge their wanted [and unwanted] presence in my life. They have been my ultimate diversion, refuge and sanctuary. These beautiful people are always there to give me a sense of direction and purpose. They’re not just my cousins. They’re my brothers!

Hi to Paul from Doha. You may not be in the picture at this day but you’re always in here *points at heart* 😅

TBC = The Best Company

#100happydays

Day #100of100: #TBC.

TBC as in, “to be continued…” We used to have AVPs of our gatherings and get-togethers and there’s always that iconic hashtag TBC at the end. That’s the essence of true fellowship: there’s always a continuation, there’s always next time.

I offer the last day of this challenge to these guys. I want to acknowledge their wanted [and unwanted] presence in my life. They have been my ultimate diversion, refuge and sanctuary. These beautiful people are always there to give me a sense of direction and purpose. They’re not just my cousins. They’re my brothers!

Hi to Paul from Doha. You may not be in the picture at this day but you’re always in here *points at heart* 😅

TBC = The Best Company

#100happydays

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"23 sweet tarts for the sweetest kuya in the world… 💓" Di nga? 😁

ATE! Thank you for this box of colorful boat tarts. A totem of 23 colorful years? Hehe. A little too early pero sabi niya, di naman daw kasi kami magkikita sa birthday ko. Awww. My ever sweet sister! So blessed to have you! Hihi. Thank you! Hami mertney nu mi! 🎂🎁🎈🎉

Akin lang ito, walang hihinge! 😜
#89of100 #100happydays

"23 sweet tarts for the sweetest kuya in the world… 💓" Di nga? 😁

ATE! Thank you for this box of colorful boat tarts. A totem of 23 colorful years? Hehe. A little too early pero sabi niya, di naman daw kasi kami magkikita sa birthday ko. Awww. My ever sweet sister! So blessed to have you! Hihi. Thank you! Hami mertney nu mi! 🎂🎁🎈🎉

Akin lang ito, walang hihinge! 😜
#89of100 #100happydays

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Sing me a song and I’ll sing it back to you. I could sing my own, but what would it be without you?

Sing me a song and I’ll sing it back to you. I could sing my own, but what would it be without you?

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There really was no special event for today (except for the ridiculously short haircut that I had), but it just occurred to me: it’s the end of May. I’ve been looking forward to June 2014 since late last year and it is quite surreal for me to realize that it is coming in less than three hours’ time. I am anticipating a lot to happen this month alone, and it might as well be one of the best ones that my life has ever seen. Mom’s been gone for five years now, I’m turning 23, I’m meeting new people and I’m also undertaking another milestone, which is perhaps the toughest decision I’ve made since I became the “superman”. Well, I just wanted to breathe out this air of excitement and I truly hope that the wind sails with me this year. #positivity #64of100 #100happydays

There really was no special event for today (except for the ridiculously short haircut that I had), but it just occurred to me: it’s the end of May. I’ve been looking forward to June 2014 since late last year and it is quite surreal for me to realize that it is coming in less than three hours’ time. I am anticipating a lot to happen this month alone, and it might as well be one of the best ones that my life has ever seen. Mom’s been gone for five years now, I’m turning 23, I’m meeting new people and I’m also undertaking another milestone, which is perhaps the toughest decision I’ve made since I became the “superman”. Well, I just wanted to breathe out this air of excitement and I truly hope that the wind sails with me this year. #positivity #64of100 #100happydays

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